Kody Brown And his family thought about his son Brown garrisonThe death of the recent episode of Sisters wives – And thought about it without him.
“Sorrow arrives in waves. It was simply not supposed to be like that. Do you know what I say? ” Kody, 56, said on Sunday, May 4, episode of the TLC series, which is the first time that the family addressed Garrison’s death to the camera. “It’s just heartbreaking.”
Kody admitted: “I did not have the chance to really do things correctly, simply won’t be able to say goodbye.”
US Weekly Confirmed in March 2024 that Garrison died by suicide at the age of 25. He was one of Kody and Second Wife Janelle BrownSix children.
Kody, who separated from Janelle, 55, in December 2022, revealed on the episode that he did not know “what to do with his death” because of all that is.
“It is as if I had to do something different because I could have had more time with him, and I thought there would be more time,” he confessed. “Everyone thinks they had more time.”
Kody broke down to his remaining wife, Robyn BrownDuring the episode, asking: “How will I do this? How can I do the rest of my life with every vacation and every birthday?”

He added: “All the frustration I had on stuff with Covid and just like that, all of a sudden, it’s right, as they are so little. I’m just sad. Sad about what would have been.”
Kody butted heads with garrison and son Gabriel Brown In 2020 about his strict COVID-19 rules, which created a flaw between him and the boys. Since his death, Kody has declared that he has been responsible for bringing Garrison’s ashes back to Wyoming, where most of his extended family is buried.
“It is a pilgrimage in a way, part of the process for me,” said Kody. “It’s the only thing I want. … I just want to bring your body back home and put it in the ground.”
Scroll down to see how the rest of Kody’s family learned of Garrison’s death and how they cry:
Janelle Brown

Garrison’s mother recalled during the Sunday episode that her son Gabriel was the one who found his brother in his home in Arizona. Janelle explained that after talking to Garrison throughout the day, he stopped sending him an SMS around 8:30 p.m., so she asked her brothers to check it.
She went to bed and woke up for a call from Gabriel, who said that her garrison was dead. “I don’t know what happened that evening, he did that because he had other nights like this one he drank and then vanished and he went to the silent radio, but he would be back in the morning,” said Janelle. “I don’t know what happened this time.”
Janelle noted that garrison consumption became a problem during the coronavirus pandemic and even if he had “support” and “resources” to get help, he had trouble.
“He had anxiety and depression, then he started drinking like a way to appease him,” she said to his sister Carrie during the episode. “And then became the animal of which he could not obtain. We did everything we could. And I know it. “
Christine Brown

The third wife of Kody, from which he separated in November 2021, revealed that Janelle’s son Brown hunter is the one who informed him of the death of Garrison. “He sobbed and said,” What’s wrong? ” He just said: “Garrison committed suicide” and I just came across the ground in the office, “recalled Christine, 53.
Christine later recalled the “beautiful” service they had with the family where she spoke of garrison when she was a child. She finished her speech with her favorite film quote on a died dragon and becomes a constellation.
“The last line is:” When we want to look for it again, we turn to the stars. And I looked directly [my daughter] Mykelti And said: “to the stars” [and cried]She recalls.
Meri Brown

MERI, married to Kody from 1990 to 2023, spun a Sisters wives Denominational interview when she received several calls from her ex-husband. He informed her that Garrison had followed his life, and she quickly went to see him and later Janelle.
“It was just this strange, strange and surreal moment,” said Meri about the telephone call with Kody, noting that she did not believe that “one of our children” committed suicide.
After hanging up the phone, Meri said she went to Kody and Robyn and Christine’s daughter Gwendlyn Brown was there. “She just got out and she just hung me,” said Meri through tears. “Oh my God. I didn’t even know what to do.”
“I called Janelle [next] And I said, “I stop, I take food and I will be in a little, so I will be right there,” recalls Meri. “I didn’t know what else to do.”
Robyn Brown

“I am in my room to work and [Kody] Having entered and he looks really shocked and I said to myself: “What’s going on?” “Robyn, 46, said the moment when Kody told him that the garrison had left.” He just started to cry and I said to myself: “Oh my god, what? No. ‘ I’m just trying to bring the details, trying to understand what is happening.
Maddie Brown

The eldest daughter of Kody and Janelle was one of the children who launched in front of the camera to discuss the death of her brother. She remembered having spoken to Janelle sur this day when her mother called her again and announced the news.
“I said to myself:” Oh weird, I was about to call you “, and she said:” I drive at Garrison. He committed suicide “, said Maddie to cameras.
She admitted: “A few moments ago in your life that I want to modify your chemistry of the brain, and I really have the impression of calling brothers and sisters that a brother or a sister is definitively changes the chemistry of the brain.”
Maddie added that before her death, she tried to convince Garrison to move to North Carolina near her family. She revealed that Garrison “approached” acceptance at his death.
Gabriel Brown

Gabriel, who found Garrison’s body, shared his brother’s happier moments with the cameras. “Gare was really, so authentic and he didn’t leave it much, but he always felt much deeper than he explained,” said Gabriel. “Everyone in my family knows it.”
“He made an air of ease. He made an incredible effort to everyone around him to make them comfortable,” recalls Gabriel. “And I think it’s the real brand of a gentleman. And I think, yes, I think Gare did it well.”
Mykelti Brown

Mykelti, who is one of the six children of Kody and Christine, remembered Garrison as “cool” and “the joke of the family”. She spoke: “He was hilarious.”
Mykelti’s husband, Tony Padronalso remembered the silly personality of Garrison. “He was very fun. I thought he was just a joy,” said Tony. “He is very smiling, very, very cold, very easy to live. He has always had a ton of friends. He’s a very friendly guy, cool guy, just nice. ”
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