Kody Brown detailed its own emotional roller coaster on Sisters wives After the death of his son Brown garrison.
“The mourning strikes you in waves. When it strikes me, I can’t get used to it,” said Kody, 56, on Sunday, May 11, the episode of the TLC series, which was filmed about four months after Garrison’s death by suicide in March 2024 at 25.
Kody revealed: “If I cry, or if I sob it, I can cut it short, but when this wave arrives, I cannot prevent it from affecting myself.”
Kody and ex-wife Janelle Brown announced the death of their son in March 2024 and then celebrated his life with family funerals. The former couple, who separated in December 2022, shares five additional children.
In addition to the military funeral for Garrison, Kody participated in his own “pilgrimage” in his place of birth of Wyoming to put his son to rest near the family. The ancestors of Janelle are also buried in the region, and she said in the Sunday episode, “I want to be buried right next to Garrison” when her time arrives.
Kody, meanwhile, clearly said he wanted to bring the garrison “to the house” and bury his ashes “alongside his grandmother and his grandfather and, you know, just … finish the circle”. He noted: “I was the first to maintain it. He’s my son. I rocked him to sleep. This is part of my mourning process. “
Kody began to tear himself away by thinking of the latest gerrison rest and their unfinished affairs. “Sometimes unexpectedly, unexpectedly, it will defeat me. Almost, like a kind of anxiety attack,” he revealed. “Just a deep and overwhelming feeling that I will never see him again.
Kody and Garrison were back before his death after Kody imposed strict directives for the family during the coronavirus pandemic. Kody also put heads with his son Gabriel Brown On the same problem.
“Garrison’s poster will always be in my garage, and I will always see it and I will wonder what has been missed in the future that would have been,” continued Kody. “And it’s a game of consciousness to move with sorrow, to make your blood soft instead of the bitter of pain.”
Janelle, for his part, went to Flagstaff, Arizona, High Country Humane Society during the Sunday episode to see how they honored Garrison and his love of cats. She noted that the friends of Garrison nurses’ schools wanted to pay tribute to her, so she suggested giving a donation to animal society in her name and that he has “snowball” from there.
The local organization, where Garrison adopted his animals, appointed their cat adoption room after him with a commemorative plaque.
“Since his death, $ 25,000 [has] was raised for High Country Humane for cats, “revealed a human worker from high countries. And we made 36 cat adoptions in honor of the garrison. »»
Janelle was speechless after seeing all the “good that came” from the premature death of Garrison. “I needed to come and see,” she said. “It’s almost like an inheritance. So I had to see it. “
Sisters wives Broadcast on Sunday TLC at 10 p.m. HE.
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